现在一切都结束了

我们之间是个完美的结束～～
昨天是我们在一起的一个月，也是最后一天～

从今以后～～

你我都是很好，很亲密，很珍惜的好朋友～

和他坦白，结束了一切后

心里真的舒服很多了，轻松了

把很多的烦恼都放下了

我们见面和谈天也不会尴尬，因为大家都是成熟会想的人

反而谈得更多，玩的很放，关系更亲密

我可以说，我更加的喜欢现在我们的相处方式～觉得更自在更舒服

我们都不后悔曾经爱过对方，不后悔当初我们在一起过～

我们的感情，只可以说有缘无份

我也祝福他和她会幸福～

我会永远记得他～

记得曾经有一个对我那么好，让我学会很多道理及我的理想型的男人。

他永远是我生命中最中要的一个人～

当我需要人陪我时

一直陪在我身边的所有朋友们

谢谢你们

我很好，我没事～～

我发觉，

当我失去一段恋情后～

我得到反而是成熟的思想～

希望下一个来爱我的～
可以真心的爱我～
可以在一起长久

她的前女友来找我
和我谈天，和我做朋友
和我聊她男朋友和他

但是在昨天
她突然和我说她和她现在的男友分了
想要和我男友在回一起

我知道
我男友其实还放不下她
我也尽一个女友的责任
想让他忘记她
但是我感觉到他还想念她的
我只好控制自己
不让自己乱想，让自己信任他

我真的很喜欢他
我不想要放弃这段感情
我该怎么做呢？

one of my best darling was go for NS..
can't saw her..hang out with her for 3 months..
i make something for her
 hope she will like it..
and wished all the best for her...

today also the day for the Hospitality students to present their presentation
for me i have to present for General language and Hospitality
is damn nervous!!!
i have to present in English  in front of i guess 80 students..
some more is SINGLE presentation!!!
but god bless me..
i pass it easily...

izzit quite pelik if students wear formal??
i duno why ppl will keep look on me when i take LRT..
just relax la...

after class go watched movie and eat with my bi..
KONGSI is very funny movie
go and watch if u free..
and if u go food court at TS..
DON'T order for mixed rice..
is damn expansive!!!
9 buck for a stupid mixed rice..


+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Have to thx my bi spend a lot of  his time of me for teach me about my eng,assignment and presentation
although he is very tired.
but he still come my house for 3 days and teach me nicely..
i know u very sayang me..
sorry that i always make u angry...
( but actually u also always make me angry and feel like want kill ppl)
remember want u promise and said to me yaa..


of crouse i know u won't saw my post want..

 students of Hospitality( hotel management and culinary arts)

and this is  me and my Bi..

first time show his face at my blog..
and..
he is NOT MALAY plz..

3/5..
today went out wit my classmates for doing our assigment..
our assigment tittle is do a Kuala Lumpur city tour
 via the KL Hop-On-Hop-Off (HOHO)
then wirte down a report for this activity...
is a very intersting tittle.

And know i only know..
I have been lives in KL so many years
but actually still got many parts of KL i never been there before..
and even duno got this place
but now i know ald..haha
thx for the lecture give this intersting tittle to us..

For pic click to my FB....

After finish the tour..
we going to KLCC for our lunch and movie..
but just me and someone go watch movie..
other is going back home and college..

5/5
hangout with my classmate..Adam,mei yen,Raven at ts..
me and mei yen go there for bought our formal wear..
and mei yen bought a couple ring for his bf..
sweet~~
and tat 2 boys just follow us..
but got ppl help me carry my stuff..
haha^^

thx to someone..
who buy a necklace to me~~
i rili love it..

Ya..
I ald break with my malay bf..
coz of some problem..
ald 1 week more we break...
so..
just wait for the next person cum to love me..

29/4

其实有些事
轮不到我们自己去决定
不是自己想怎样就怎样的
而是一切都在你的命运里

很多事情都是冥冥中注定好的
一切都是缘分安排好了的
你不是神，所以没办法改变一些事实
尤其是感情

最近都有一些事情缠绕着我
真的不懂该如何去解决

再多烦一些事的话
可能我真的快要面临崩溃的边缘了

真的很想哭
很想把我的问题告诉一个我信任，了解我为什么会想怎么做和帮到我的人
很想靠在一个能够陪我扛下所有问题的人的肩旁上
可是目前为止我期盼的人还没出现

我妈，我的好姐妹，是我最信任的。
我有想过告诉他们
但是我知道他们应该不会了解我为什么想要这样做
我也知道他们帮不到我

所以我也不知道该怎么办
只有不开心时，用我自己的管道来发泄我的情绪

外表看起来坚强和开朗的我
一遇到感情的问题
就是另一个人软弱的人了
和我熟的人都懂

现在的我
就快要倒了～～

start my college life ald have 1 week more..
i learn many new friends...
I love my new classmates..

I enjoy the time at college..
I enjoy and give 100++% focus at every class...
except HARVARD REFERENCING class..
a damn bored and pening class!!!

A new life

Attend to orientation day for my college today
That's mean.......

My new school life has begin...
I'm an officially college student...

I'm taking Diploma in Hotel Management ( DIHM)
In SEGi COLLEGE KUALA LUMPUR

Hope I can enjoy for this 2 years 4 months
Pass all my exam...
make a nice friends..good lecturers...
and moreee....

其实...
我不知道我的选择是对或错
我总是三心两意

但希望我的选择是对的
也是对我最好的

Happy 1 month Anniversary♥

Happy 1 month Anniversary sayang♥


I ♥ U~~~

SPM result + outing

Today going back to skul to take SPM result...

ermm..
i'm not going to list my result out...
but all pass...
my sej and add math pass olso...
OMG!! Thx God~~!!

just 6 subject capai my target...
another 2 more subject really make me disapointed~~

but what can i do...
just accept the truth....

 after take result going out with my gang and him..
we watch movie agian..
but he keep distrub me when i'm focus on the movie..
keep playing my hair and cubit me..
ISH!!!

after watch we go meet his cousin...
lucky his cousin know how to speak chn..
follow his cousin to low yat buy things..
i saw many style of earphone..
so cool man..
i want to buy..
but....haizz..just forget it...

then bring him to say hi to vinny and py..
he very shy when say hi to them...
izit all boy also like tat??
but py u too friendly ald la..
until he and he cousin say to me tat u very active..

but duno why he noe i want to buy earphone..
then he go buy a pink colour earphone to me..
is this call心灵相通???
but thx to him..i very love this earphone..

Today is the 1st time we date outside camp...
finally we can dating like a normal couple...

we watch movie."World Invasion:Battle Los Angeles"
he hold my hand....
and keep playing my hair ==
he love my hair...

after movie we go eat pizza...
2 ppl can't finish 1 set of pizza..omg!!!

after this we going back to t.square..
he saw his frnds..
and my camp's frnds olso
coz they have gathering today actually
but we didn't join
he dunwan

then we watch squash competition..
Mas VS Eng..
1st time saw Datuk Nicol Ann David..
omg!!she is awsome..

then he send me back to lrt...
then THE END~~

i rili feel sweet today...
but also got sumting happen
sumting i rili dun wan to happen
we argue bout this....
i scold him because of this...
i cry because of this too...

but anyway..

i hope he'll change...

I love him..

oh ya..

and he bought me this..

 super show 2 DVD...

♥♥♥

I'll answer all here...
Yupp..
I'm in relationship...
he is not chinese...

We are sweet and Happiness..
although we have argue...
but is just for fun..
and this is the way we communicate...
I Love him much..
and he too...

For my camp member's..
there all noe who are him..
almost all pelatih inclued jurulatih also noe..

For KL friend's..
just my buddy noe bout him..

I'll introduce to all of you when i meet u all my friends...
so just wait ya..

Finally..the camp was end
have a lot of memories....
and learn many things...

learn to wake up early..
learn to SABAR for everything...
learn to be more discipline...
the most challenging for me is learn to eat spicy food...

At there..we really have to be 1 Malaysia..
but tat's ok for me..
i like to be friend with malay..chn.indian..and other...

Water confident..Flying Fox...shooting M-16 gun...wirajaya...
and many challenging activity..
I very enjoy...

I can make many friends at there
1 malaysia friends
Bunda 2+2 is our gang name( Me..Heng..Pipi..Wendy..Kamael..Alicia..Sim Hye..Florence..Brendon..Soon soon )
malay's frnd olso have.
Mama(aisya)~~the 1 who sleep beside me..
Fat Hau ( Farihan)~she always say she is cute wan..
Dai lou or mama(Thrisa)~~ our kompeni ketua for wirawati
and more~~

and Him~~my lovely...
want to noe is who??
 just wait...haha...
i'll show to ur guys later...

I LOVE KEM PLKN SINARAN SURIA!!
I LOVE ALPHA!!
I LOVE LEBAH PERKASA!!
I LOVE Bp2!!
I LOVE BUNDA 2+2!!
I LOVE U!!

back to camp

my CNY holidays is end...
i have to going back to camp later....

is good for me...
1.) i can continue my diet plan...
2.) have many activity i wan to do..(M16 gun and Flying Fox)
3.) i can meet him everyday^^ 


so is time to say..
BYEEE everyone...
and take care...

i'll back to kl 13th march 2011..

Cum back!!

YEAH!!
I'm back.....
the 1st holiday at NS....
my holiday until 9th Feb...


the camp is big and clear...
but dirty at night..
i think u'll know wat i mean


i feel happy in this camp
in this 1 month...
i learn many things...
and know a lot of frnd...

i have a good kompeni..( KOMPENI ALPHA~~LEBAH PERKASA)
good leader
good teachers
good frnd...
and him....♥ ♥ ♥
"Kita Satu Bangsa Kita Satu Negara"

YOHOO!!
Finally I dye my hair
My Aunty acc me go to choose..
coz i have no idea with wat colour and wat brand to choose
spend almost half an hours to choose....
finally I decide to buy LIESE--Mocha Orange colour ( same like gold brown colour)

just ignore my ugly face and panda eyes..

the colour is ok..

not too light...

gam me

my mum took me go pudu "BP" Diagnostic Centre for doing blood test..
wow..is rili pain for me...but my mum say me 大小姐 ==

my blood gropu is A+

after this..

had lunch at KFC with my mum...

i think have been 1 year i dind't go KFC ald..

coz i'm Mcd supporter

  

Prom Night

prom night is over

tat means my secondary skul life is over too...

althought the prom night not wonderful...

but i have a lot of fun with all my frnd and schoolmate...

this is my 1st time dance infornt so many ppl...

i lazy to upload pic at here

if u interested..click this SMKCP Senior Prom Night 2010

to those who helped me in my secondary skul life...i rili thank to you all
Thanks to all 5T2 classmates..5T1 classmates...
Jusli and Ivin...althought we are in different class..study different things..
but I still LOVE u 2...


I'll miss u all my frnd...

remember always keep in touch ya...

今天...我终于自由啦...
我可以尽情的玩啦...
SPM已经考完啦
以后都不用再碰Add math..sejarah..sc..
哈哈哈哈！！

今天去到学校
要进考场时才知道考paper2先==
哇...吓到我....
然后去找自己的位子
被偏在最前的第一个位子捏...
不过其实有好处的
那时时间已经到了
那印度老师已经开麦要说话了
但是他看了我一下...我又看了他说等下...
结果他真的等我停笔才说话
哈哈哈..这是好处啊..

考完后就和姐妹们去吃东西打bowling...然后拍下照片
就酱渡过了..

今天开始我要褒戏和节目了
哈哈哈
我来啦!!!

Happy things

they are 4 things i need to be happy

the 1st..

need to congrat to  Super Junior Malaysia Fans Club...
because we get selected as the  AsiaBest  HALLYU fans club...
this award given by Korea Tourism Organization

as a member of fans club
sure i'm happy
and we received a wish from our SJ leader>>>>PARK JUNGSU
thx to everyone always help us

(pic from MYSJ)

the 2nd is..

I still have 2 subject's to go for SPM..

PD and BC..

after finish...i'll "FLY"

the 3th is...

I'll go countdown at genting with my jiemui this year

this is my 1st time countdown at genting...

the 4th is..
i'm gonna go for NS by 2/01/2011
kump1...at Perak...Mukim Sungkai (  where is sungkai ?? )
the reason i'm happy because I'm in kump1
early go and early back..
i can catch a SS3 and college...
sumore can KAP ZAII..
totally DAEBAK!!!
but i need to comeback to KL after a day countdown with my jie mui at genting
but i hope all of my friend's  can come send me go NS...
i realy hope that..
no matter who u are..girls or boy...